How one knows that one is living miraculously

• A different 50+ people come to your house every night to pray with your family
• people who have said that they do not believe in God tell you that they are praying for you
• You wake up with thoughts on life that insist on being written down. Feeling completely instrumental (and not at all exerting agency over the words) you open up a blank screen and begin writing. Twenty minutes after continuous typing, an article appears only to be found somehow by a priest in Florida two weeks later --who then reads it to his congregation....AND this somehow gets back to you 'through a friend'.
• People want to be at your house all the time around you and your dying father because there is an incomprehensible feeling of peace
• You haven't been sick-not in the slightest-for 6 months, with sick people all around you
• You haven't prepared a meal in 3 weeks
• A priest pleads for prayers for your family in a newsletter that reaches 18,000 of the faithful
• red roses in your living room stay in bloom for weeks on end
• your sister's boyfriend of quiet faith, tells you that he prays the rosary on the fishing boat for the family
• and perhaps most importantly...but the most difficult one to put into words: The whole community seems to have simultaneously lost the ' that's your problem attitude'. There is no superficiality, only genuinely concerned and prayerful hearts

And many, many more. To be continued....